is it so hard, all i want is to be understood by the world, but my own family dont even try to know who i am, so how am i supposed to have the self esteem to go out inot the world as MYSELF when i can't even be myself around the people who are meant to except me no matter what.
I can't even talk to my dad without him ashumin i'm being spiteful or nasty. If people took 5minutes to listen to what i'm saying instead of filling in the end of my sentences. they would actually realise that all my intentions are to look out for every fucker else. Really dont know why i bother tho. No matter my intentions people get the wrong idea from me. No matter how i talk or phrase things they seem to hear something completely different to what i'm saying.
my mini boring journey to find myself and become happy with who i am. I dont wanna rely on others to be happy, i wanna try and find it within myself.
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